What is the difference between an anxiety attack and a nervous break down?! I can’t tell which one I’m having with the launch of my website.

I just realized that this is it, my dream and I’m taking the jump. Now if I could only figure out how to breathe!
Everything inside of me is going crazy including my brain with tons of positive & negative thoughts which is creating thunder and rain splashing down my cheeks! I have so many emotions right now! Fear that I won’t succeed, Happiness that I will succeed. Fear that I’ll continue to be a nobody in my dream job of being a photographer, Happiness that I get to do my dream job everyday. Fear that someone is going to take one look at my website and press that ugly red x button at the top of the screen, Happiness that I am putting myself out there and hoping that people see past the product and to what they are really buying – me. Fear they won’t like the product =me, Happiness that I can be myself in this business!

And so much more!

So you see what I mean? I stay awake some nights lying in bed next to my husband with my mind reeling and just trying to clear my head, but my thoughts are like fleas I found on my dog, get one off and you find 2 more!

So with shaking hands and closed eyes (hoping I’m typing this right) I give you…
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MissyDesiree.com